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Have I Lived Too Long

2 How long, O LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen? Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save? 3 Why do you make me look at injustice? Why do you tolerate wrong? Destruction and violence are before me; there is strife, and conflict bounds. (Habakkuk 1:2-3, NIV).

God have I lived too long? Have I lost the passion to serve, to believe?God have I lived too long? Where’s the love in this world; the love that was read to me in Sunday school? Have I forgotten the lessons of my youth? How you defeated the evil one or have I lost the vision to see past the evils in this world? For all I see is hatred, destruction, selfishness, hurts, tears. Why do we hate and condemn others in your name?

God have I lived too long? I am so uncertain, at this moment, what my cause should be. What do you want me to be, to do?

God have I lived too long? Have I become jaded, have I given up hope? My prayers seemed so shallow. Surely, I am not the only one that feels this way; don’t you see the suffering in this world? Don’t you see the hatred in this world? What must I do; what must we do?

God I have come too far to give up now. Renew my faith; give me that youthful zest to enter into this new battle. Help me to influence and transform others to live out their passions—to change this world. Help me God to learn the lessons of faith; to trust you in all circumstances and to acknowledge that you are still in control.

I know now what prophets of the past have learned; that your justice will come on your terms and that you will change this world as you are changing me one moment, one day at a time.

    1. What steps are you taking to change the world?
    2. What armor of yours (Ephesians 6:10-17) needs to be replaced or added?

Challenge yourself today to look beyond the obvious and to look to God to bring true justice to this world.

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God, I Want To Be Like YOU

God, I want to be like you. I don’t want to have flaws, to sin. I want to be perfect, feel perfect; to be like YOU.Paul, the apostle, had a sinful “thorn in his side.” But did that matter to YOU? No. He was human. We all are humans, with all our flaws.

So God, help me get over myself. Help me to fully enjoy and live the human experience; flaws and all. YOU created me, with full knowledge that in my humanness I will sin, not one time, but many times.

I pray God that in the end, my spirit that is having and living this human experience will return to YOU refined and perfect just like YOU. Amen.

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Wind and Spirit

“The wind blows where it will, and thou hearest its voice, but knowest not whence it comes and where it goes: thus is every one that is born of the Spirit” (John 3:8, Darby Bible).Often I feel the Spirit as a gentle comforting breeze reminding me that God loves me and is present in my life.

I have also experienced the hurricane; God’s strongest wind—nothing to be afraid of; but something to contemplate. Often I have no clue as to why. “What is it that you want me to pay attention to God?”

I will reflect for days. Have I done something wrong? Are you prepping me for spiritual battle? It is often neither; it is my spirit being overwhelmingly grateful to a loving God.

God’s wind, rather faint, gentle, stormy or forceful as a hurricane, is a mystery. Today it is a faint breeze.

How do I interpret this faint breeze today?

God wants me to have a new understanding of who He is. He is not the God of my youth. Where every prayer would be answered and every circumstance resolved the way I had expected and yes hoped. Today I listen to God in a new way, to put my faith into action as never before; remembering what I learned in my youth, yet acting as the mature adult that God expects me to be. That mature adult who will trust God whatever the outcome – to be faithful, whatever the outcome.

It’s my trust and belief that I can do all things through the God’s Spirit which lives within me and that strengthens me; even when I am not as faithful as I might be.

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Executive Supervision, Part IV: Business Acumen

This article is an expansion to a presentation that I gave to doctoral students at Old Dominion University on October 16, 2008. The presentation related to administrative supervision in a community mental health center. However, the principles outlined in this paper are useful in any organization.

To be an Effective Executive, the Executive must demonstrate or have basic managerial competencies in the following areas: finance, human resources and technology/information systems. Expertise in any of the managerial competencies are not required, but basic knowledge, skills and understanding are necessary to converse with those who do have expertise in those areas. As an Executive, basic knowledge and understanding in these areas will assist you to successfully and effectively lead your organization. Let’s examine the competencies in detail.

Financial Management competencies require analytical thinking and the ability to manage the “bottom line.” The Federal Senior Executive Service’s (SES) qualifications of a financial manager are one who can assure that the organization maintains appropriate funding levels. The financial manager “prepares, justifies, and/or administers the budget for the program area; uses cost-benefit thinking to set priorities; monitors expenditures in support of programs and policies….The financial manager identifies cost effect approaches and also manages procurement and contracting” (Guide to SES Qualifications, January, 1998, p.35).

A course in governmental accounting can be helpful in understanding the basis of financial management competencies.

A key ingredient to organizational effectiveness is Human Resources Management. The human resources manager, “assesses current and future staffing needs based on organizational goals and budget realties” (Guide to SES Qualifications, January, 1998, p.36). The human resource manager ensures that personnel are appropriately screened and selected for advertised jobs. Once on the job, the human resource manager ensures that personnel are fully developed and/or trained; that the personnel are fully utilized on the job, are appraised, rewarded and applies appropriate corrective actions if employees do not meet the required job performance targets or for other related personnel issues (i.e. unethical behavior, etc.).

Finally, let’s look at Technology/Information Management. Technology is dynamic, ever changing and must be continuously adapted and utilized to improve workflow and enhance services for our customers? Technology/Information Management is systems thinking; it “uses efficient and cost-effective approaches to integrate technology into the workplace and improve program effectiveness” (Guide to SES Qualifications, January, 1998, p.36). Technology/Information Management competencies is about using technology to enhance decision making; increasing efficiencies and enhancing effectiveness, saving money and improving customer service.

Business Acumen, a leadership/administrative competency, is part of the Effective Executive’s arsenal to plan, organize, integrate and lead his/her organization.

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I Don’t Know the Answers

“It’s like this: When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child does. But when I grew up, I put away childish things.” 1 Corinthians 13:11, NTL

I don’t know the answers Lord. I don’t even know the questions. Here’s what I do know. I know I need you in my life.

Have I been a child too long? Am I depending on you to feed me, to embrace me and to assure me at every step?

Where is my faith; help me to exercise my faith; to grow in my faith. Help me to put away childish thoughts and to begin to reason like an adult “full of wisdom.”

When I become that adult will mysteries unfold and visions realized? Will I then live out my life’s mission–to do something good everyday; to make a difference in people’s lives; to allow my touch to heal and my voice to motivate? When I become that adult, will I be more like you Lord; showing people the Way?

O’ Lord, I don’t know the answers to life questions. All I know is that I want to pray, to bring people to the fold; to be like the Son. I know that life struggles will continue, that the sun will continue to shine and rain drops will continue to fall.

I don’t know the answers Lord, but I faithfully live knowing that You are my shepherd and that You are the answer to my questions; to all of life’s questions. Amen.

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